[NYADA isn't just significant. NYADA is everything. Her whole life until last September was preparing her voice, her mind, her body for Julliard. The move to New York. The trip to the bottom of the ladder she could climb to be a star and then when Pilsbury had told her that Julliard didn't have a musical theatre program...but then she'd given her NYADA instead and she'd worked for that. Rachel Berry had goals. She was going to go to NYADA with Kurt. Blaine would join them a year later, and the 3 of them were going to rule New York together. She would be a star and then she would get married and-]
[Nothing. Because Kurt was going to New York and leaving her behind and Finn was...a moot point and Rachel had nothing. Her whole life, she'd had nothing, no real friends, nothing but her voice and the sureness that she was getting the fuck out of this cow hole but now she isn't so what does the rest of it matter for anyway?]
[You wanna see how ready she is, Noah? He grabs her hands and the dress falls, leaving her in just her bra. Just her bra. That she'd only really worn for the purpose it served, teasing Noah. But panties were unnecessary and therefore non-existent. She slides her arms around his neck and kisses him, just like before, just like that night in her bed and she'd wanted then too. But she'd been a different person, then. Berry had kissed him in her bed and pushed him away because Berry had goals that didn't include losing her virginity that night. Rachel could give a shit about anything but losing herself right here, right now.]
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[Nothing. Because Kurt was going to New York and leaving her behind and Finn was...a moot point and Rachel had nothing. Her whole life, she'd had nothing, no real friends, nothing but her voice and the sureness that she was getting the fuck out of this cow hole but now she isn't so what does the rest of it matter for anyway?]
[You wanna see how ready she is, Noah? He grabs her hands and the dress falls, leaving her in just her bra. Just her bra. That she'd only really worn for the purpose it served, teasing Noah. But panties were unnecessary and therefore non-existent. She slides her arms around his neck and kisses him, just like before, just like that night in her bed and she'd wanted then too. But she'd been a different person, then. Berry had kissed him in her bed and pushed him away because Berry had goals that didn't include losing her virginity that night. Rachel could give a shit about anything but losing herself right here, right now.]