[The whole love vs in love debate wasn't one Rachel ever put much thought into. She loved Finn, therefore she was in love and that was kind of the end of the conversation but she knows, now, that she was never in love with Finn. She loved him. She loves Noah, too, but she's in love with him too. She isn't choosing her Tony over being with Noah because she felt like her future was more important than a relationship, not like she was with Finn. She's choosing it because the love she feels for Noah consumes her, the way a lightbulb illuminates a room and she knows that if she doesn't put the things she wants (her Tony) before the things she needs (Noah), he'll distract her even without meaning to. Hell, if she wanted to just teach music and sing somewhere like she does now, she'd be waking up and praying every morning that this is the day he puts a ring on her finger. She kisses him back, giggling a little and slipping off of his lap to stand on her knees.]
You promised. [She nods, pouting a little and licking her lips before she grabs the bars of the headboard.] I can han'le it. I always han'le it. Can you han'le it?
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Date: 2011-12-11 06:37 am (UTC)You promised. [She nods, pouting a little and licking her lips before she grabs the bars of the headboard.] I can han'le it. I always han'le it. Can you han'le it?