Rachel runs home, showers, pops some pain meds from a dance injury a couple weeks ago and forces herself through practice. Brad wasn't at home when she'd gotten there last night, and he wasn't due to come into practice until later. She's hinky all day, afraid he'll be able to smell Sam on her when he finally arrives, but he doesn't seem to notice.
It doesn't make her feel better.
It doesn't matter how sweet Sam is. How he treats her like a princess and how she hasn't felt as good as she felt with Sam last night in a long long time. It doesn't matter how well they fit or how amazing he is, under her skirt and out of it. What matters is that she has a boyfriend, which, by default, makes what they did wrong. No matter how right it felt. So when she gets his text later that day, she doesn't cut any corners.
Last night shouldn't have happened. What else is there to say?
Saying that breaks her heart a little more than cheating on Bradley in the first place.
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Date: 2011-11-16 12:37 am (UTC)It doesn't make her feel better.
It doesn't matter how sweet Sam is. How he treats her like a princess and how she hasn't felt as good as she felt with Sam last night in a long long time. It doesn't matter how well they fit or how amazing he is, under her skirt and out of it. What matters is that she has a boyfriend, which, by default, makes what they did wrong. No matter how right it felt. So when she gets his text later that day, she doesn't cut any corners.
Last night shouldn't have happened. What else is there to say?
Saying that breaks her heart a little more than cheating on Bradley in the first place.